It has been months (perhaps, even years) since I last written any decent post on any blog or webspace. I guess it's time for me to try, once again, out how long I will last in maintaining this decent blogpage.
Looking back at each chapter[1] of my life, the many actions and decisions that I made have seemed to be very silly and childish; some were, no doubt, made in a moment of fury and hot-collared crisis; some were, obviously, made without much hesitation. What have I done for the past 2X years of my life? (Well, let X be an integer, and obviously, I'm not going to reveal the true value of X )
Come to think about it, I'm quite blessed in some ways or another. Though plump and ugly looking (and that explains why I dare not to go out during the night time, just in case someone get frightened by me), I'm quite lucky that I have managed to fulfil some childhood dreams at this point of time (3 out of 5) - being able to sit through the as a school team player for a sports that i have played for the past many years; being able to pursue a degree (and perhaps a further degree in two years' time) in a field of my desire; getting a career that's aligned with my childhood passion and dream (despite the dying flame of fire these days). With the few very close friends who are, no matter what happens, always there in every point in time, and not forgetting the bunch of cute little angels who are there to entertain, I guess I should have no complains or grudges to hold for the next stretch of life.
But then again, like many people, I have this weakness of only looking at the dark side of life - sorrows and joys - timely. I guess that's life - even though we are given 70% of the ideal lifestyle we yearned for, we are greeding for more, 120% would be the best.
> If what is left are grumbles and regrets, life will have not worthwhile - even the best of what you have at hand will soon fly out of your hand.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
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